Y .Tuesday, 24 June 2008.
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8:33 pm
Y .Friday, 30 May 2008.
I don't think i have ever blog quite as much in my life compared to when i first started out this blog. bascially i do not really fancy the idea of talking to a four sided screen, pouring out my sadness and sharing my joy when i have many friends whom i can hug and share my everything.
However, gradually i begin to understand this whole point of blogging.
Blogging is not really about sharing all your ups and downs, but also a form of reflection.
I realised when i type down the things that's in my heart, i really do feel what i've blogged. Compared to chatting with friends where most likely we would be influenced by the way others think.
i mean you wouldn't want to get all your joy and happiness being thrown off if some of your friends just wanted to be a wet blanket and say some sarcastic remarks to you.
Penning your feelings down is very much different from expressing your feelings verbally. at times,
i feel penning my thoughts down is much more satisfying and encouraging in some sense as it is a all-by-myself-kind of view.
At certain points in my life i feel very inspired. Being inspired to do something more, to become what i am capable at. But alot of times, these inspiration moments are very quickly overturned by my contradictions and several 'Buts'. I've always wanted to be a banker. But i am studying science now. But i don't think i can make it. But it's a very hard route. But...But..
Too much confusion and hesistation on my part. And i felt irritated and frustrated by it. Even when i am saying all these, and keep reminding and telling myself i can do it and all, it's just all somehow bring me back down to zero where i would ahve lots of Buts again.
Nevertheless i think i should take one step at a time. While being pressurized by the fact i'm in the science course, i have to enjoy my uni life because it's not all about just studying. :)
However, gradually i begin to understand this whole point of blogging.
Blogging is not really about sharing all your ups and downs, but also a form of reflection.
I realised when i type down the things that's in my heart, i really do feel what i've blogged. Compared to chatting with friends where most likely we would be influenced by the way others think.
i mean you wouldn't want to get all your joy and happiness being thrown off if some of your friends just wanted to be a wet blanket and say some sarcastic remarks to you.
Penning your feelings down is very much different from expressing your feelings verbally. at times,
i feel penning my thoughts down is much more satisfying and encouraging in some sense as it is a all-by-myself-kind of view.
At certain points in my life i feel very inspired. Being inspired to do something more, to become what i am capable at. But alot of times, these inspiration moments are very quickly overturned by my contradictions and several 'Buts'. I've always wanted to be a banker. But i am studying science now. But i don't think i can make it. But it's a very hard route. But...But..
Too much confusion and hesistation on my part. And i felt irritated and frustrated by it. Even when i am saying all these, and keep reminding and telling myself i can do it and all, it's just all somehow bring me back down to zero where i would ahve lots of Buts again.
Nevertheless i think i should take one step at a time. While being pressurized by the fact i'm in the science course, i have to enjoy my uni life because it's not all about just studying. :)
Labels: LIFE
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7:58 am
Y .Thursday, 29 May 2008.
wooooooooot! came back from dancing and i felt great though lots of stretching and pulling. i haven been doing such elaborate and detailed exercise for a looooong time since my 6 years of chinese dance many yrs ago.
anyway the dance was on hip hop mtv dance. have been wanting to learn for a loong time. i've always envious of people who have the dance 'sey'. i know this 'sey' cannot be easily learnt. it has to be a feeling.
BUT i feel very encouraged and more confident when the professional instructor praised and asked me to demonstrate the dance moves in class. sounds like a school kid right. haha.. BUT it;s really very encouraging when a professional dancer recognises you. oh yea. i should try my best cos it;s only like 4 lessons.
anyway for those reading, there will be a concert coming up this dec!!! it's called LIVE
'LIVE' ACT. WOOOOT! early bird tickets at 20 dollar only!! PLEASE SUPPORT ME YEA. this will be my 1st time performing on stage after many many years ( in terms of dancing) so please need all your support.
haha though i may not be the best dancer but i will try my very best to put up a great performance! so if u wanna support me, do contact me yea. :)
Labels: DANCING...
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9:07 am
Y .Saturday, 24 May 2008.
What others see from your style
You are extremely confused or upset and believe that you can make things better by rearranging their life. This often occurs following a major disappointment.
Ha ha i dun really understand about this statement but i tink i disagree. haha! i dun go ard arrangin other people's life!
What your nightclothes reveal
You are determined, strong and straight to the point. You like to be challenged and like to win as well.
yes i like to challenged and of cos win. heh
What others see from your ties
You are kind and friendly. You are an uncomplicated person and enjoy exciting activities.
actually i am a complicated person. anyway in the 1st place i dun wear ties.
What others see from your belts
If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
moody yes.
What others see from your shoes
You like to be the center of attention. You like to look good at all times and probably never leave the house without makeup on. Although you may be intelligent, you're also insecure about your looks. You care about others, and will always listen to what they have to say.
erm abt the makeup. NAH!
What others see from your earrings
You are a sweet and talkative person. You are sociable, energetic and interesting, and get easily bored by the same old things. You are always looking for adventure.
yup!yup! i meant that i get bored easily. ha
The last analysis
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
eh..i'm sensitive all the time! be it whether i'm in love or not.
MY OWN ANALYSIS:
the above mentioned may or may not be true, it's up to u to find out! haha
Labels: true or not true?
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11:38 am
Y .Wednesday, 21 May 2008.
oooo lab is tiring! i really wan to complain. it is especially exhuasting and unsatisfying when u are being commented (i shall not say criticised) for not doing the right step or accidentally spill some chemicals.
for anybody's information i have been doing lab for ONLY 5 days. and even so not entirely 5 days as the proper steps and procedures will only be introduced like on the 2nd day. tt left me 4 days. AND EVEN SO on the 2nd day, the whole procedure is only demonstrated to me and i'm only getting used to what my whole freaking reaction is all about. YES SO it's only on the 3rd day that i get to start doing my reaction. tcompared to others, i started my lab work only 1 week later due to entrepreneur course.
Not that i'm compplaining about my TA since he's so humorous and friendly in a way. but when it comes down to the procedures, as i've mentioned before he;s quite stringent about it. but then there was time when he just shake it off saying it;s ok though it shouldn't be. ok i noe it's quite hard to understand without any concrete examples but aiya for those i've complained to, will noe. hahha anyway his inconsistency in lab work has apparently confused me in some way or another that when i follow his 'wrong' step, he got fused up.
The TAs in my lab are apparently very loud and fast speakers. so when my TA commented on my wrongdoing the whole row of students and TAs on my side of the lab turned around and looked at us... ok me. to see who's the pitiful student who got scolded. oh whatever. it;s just so so embarrassing. furthermore, the more he say, the more angry he sounded, and the more it seems i've did some henious or no-turning-back kind of mistake where i only accidentally spill some chemicals out of the rbf. he continued evern after lunch. oh my god.. that was like the worst day of my lab.
MJ VS VJ soccer finals.
once again soccer finals still ended up with the 2 ultimate schools. so so sooo wanted to go watch but cos of my lab...i've got give it a miss. as a meridian previously (and always will be), obviously i will support MJ! but i tink it's the spirit and school's support that really make me feel like being part of the school.
MJ BOLEH!!!!!
once again soccer finals still ended up with the 2 ultimate schools. so so sooo wanted to go watch but cos of my lab...i've got give it a miss. as a meridian previously (and always will be), obviously i will support MJ! but i tink it's the spirit and school's support that really make me feel like being part of the school.
MJ BOLEH!!!!!
at T3
me and Kat
at NTU sakae..which left me broke after that
haha. yt, me, sher, yichen
Labels: labs..
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9:13 pm
Y .Saturday, 17 May 2008.
oh man finally got 1 free day yet don''t noe wat to do. wan to go out catch a movie with friends but lazy and now since i'm not working, i'm broke. if not for this research thingy i would have gone to work. bleh.
research has been quite ok. my TA is quite slack which is quite good. heh. but he's very serious when it comes to the details of lab work. so in a sense learn quite a lot from him. well it's informative and interesting, but i can;t help yawning more than 10 times while he was explaining the steps and procedures. he is not boring nor i dun understand him wat he's saying (he's from china), just that the whole idea can be quite a bore. oh wellz....
i wanna do something more exciting!! woot like go backpacking and chill out!
here are some photos taken wif my family some weeks ago at VIVO. forgot what day event was that....
normal smile..
erm.. dad we are supposed to do the cool look together
i like this pic the best..haha! at timesthe nicest pic doesn't always have to
be the prettiest or most good looking, but the enjoyment we have.
my brother...oo we have the same eyes.haha!
research has been quite ok. my TA is quite slack which is quite good. heh. but he's very serious when it comes to the details of lab work. so in a sense learn quite a lot from him. well it's informative and interesting, but i can;t help yawning more than 10 times while he was explaining the steps and procedures. he is not boring nor i dun understand him wat he's saying (he's from china), just that the whole idea can be quite a bore. oh wellz....
i wanna do something more exciting!! woot like go backpacking and chill out!
here are some photos taken wif my family some weeks ago at VIVO. forgot what day event was that....
normal smile..
erm.. dad we are supposed to do the cool look together
i like this pic the best..haha! at timesthe nicest pic doesn't always have to
be the prettiest or most good looking, but the enjoyment we have.
my brother...oo we have the same eyes.haha!
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9:05 pm
Y .Sunday, 11 May 2008.
omg i really really now very into this guy YAMAPI! his real name is Tomohisa Yamashita.
got crazy over him cos of the show kurosagi which is fabulous. it's about a trickster who tricks trickers. so it's like he's the trickster of trickers. his acting is great! and he's very cute!
got crazy over him cos of the show kurosagi which is fabulous. it's about a trickster who tricks trickers. so it's like he's the trickster of trickers. his acting is great! and he's very cute!
at 1st it was my friend who's crazy over him. she's also crazy over him. but then i was over orguei shun only. so i couldnt understand why she loves him so much haha and she named her stuff toy after him. haha but now like totally! (with the hand sign)
after kurosagi, i 'm now tuning into nobuta wo produce which he's more well known in. he's so so funny in the show la. his eccentric actions and carefree attitude in the show adds to the humour of the show. i love him! hahaha
oh and not to mention he's very talented in other areas like dancing and singing! some of his songs which i listen to and u might wan to try out are seishun amigo where he duet with kame ( from katun), and his latest single daite senorita. both are the theme songs for the repective drama nobuta wo produce and kurosagi! nice songs with great theme songs! definitely worth watching and listening too!!
i mean how many drama or shows out there have nice shows but music a bit like cmi and vice versa? anyway i'm the person who's soo not into jap (cos mainly i dun understand wat they singing heh) but now i'm soo into it! woot! so when i say nice means it's nice. HEH
YAMAPI I LOVE YOU!
haha ok ok a bit over and most prob i'll get over him like in a few weeks time BUT STILL it feels great to go gaga over sum1 once in a while to DESTREss, to let u noe there is still sum1 out there who's ur dream eye candy. oh man if there's such a person in s'pore... since i can't go japan( for the time being) why can;t yamapi- look-alike exist in s'pore.... so anyone out there who looks like him and as talented as him do contact me! hahahah ok into my own world again...
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